Monday, April 22, 2013

Making Up Is Hard to Do

Allow me a moment to whine.

Sometimes life gets busy.

Sometimes life gets hard.

Sometimes life gets lonely.

And dark.

And the last few weeks have been that for me.

I don't know why.

I don't know how.

I just know I'm in a dark place.

A lonely place.

A place of isolation and despair and...selfishness.

I said it.

I'm feeling very sorry for myself right now.


But for me, blogging has always been extremely therapeutic.

So, ya know, that's where I'm at.

I might need a cat.

I may need a HOUSE FULL OF CATS.*

I definitely need a Jesus moment.

So, now, I pray.

And I blog.

Of course, I've dropped off the blogging map.

So, I have, like 2 people to be accountable to.

But if you 2 could try to keep me typing, that would really be great.

And pardon my lack of humor during this time.

*dear heavens, I just completely justified cat ladies.  If that's not a cry for help, I don't know what is!


emily said...

I love reading your blog. Inspires me to get my butt moving usually:). Sorry you are down, you just came back from vacation so maybe that is it. Hang in there, strut in your cute short today, and hit a goal this week. Tomorrow I am getting up for an early workout because of you!

Chris said...

I have been in that place a lot lately. I hate when I can't figure out why! I was in one last week until I "ran for Boston" Tuesday night to the soundtrack of "How He Loves Us" Reminded that in the midst of hurt and sadness and loneliness He Loves Me! I cried and rejoiced! Love you friend!