Allow me a moment to whine.
Sometimes life gets busy.
Sometimes life gets hard.
Sometimes life gets lonely.
And dark.
And the last few weeks have been that for me.
I don't know why.
I don't know how.
I just know I'm in a dark place.
A lonely place.
A place of isolation and despair and...selfishness.
I said it.
I'm feeling very sorry for myself right now.
Very...ALONE.
But for me, blogging has always been extremely therapeutic.
So, ya know, that's where I'm at.
I might need a cat.
I may need a HOUSE FULL OF CATS.*
I definitely need a Jesus moment.
So, now, I pray.
And I blog.
Of course, I've dropped off the blogging map.
So, I have, like 2 people to be accountable to.
But if you 2 could try to keep me typing, that would really be great.
And pardon my lack of humor during this time.
*dear heavens, I just completely justified cat ladies. If that's not a cry for help, I don't know what is!
2 comments:
I love reading your blog. Inspires me to get my butt moving usually:). Sorry you are down, you just came back from vacation so maybe that is it. Hang in there, strut in your cute short today, and hit a goal this week. Tomorrow I am getting up for an early workout because of you!
I have been in that place a lot lately. I hate when I can't figure out why! I was in one last week until I "ran for Boston" Tuesday night to the soundtrack of "How He Loves Us" Reminded that in the midst of hurt and sadness and loneliness He Loves Me! I cried and rejoiced! Love you friend!
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